Spring we often think of as rain shower’s, flowers, warmer days, and longer days. Well for me Spring in my transition season a symbolic time. A time to re-evaluate not only my home, but my surroundings and myself. Such as for flowers and nature it a time for re growth. I find it to be a season to Spring clean yourself!
“Love Strong and Deep, Forgive Always, Smile through your tears and Always Do with Gratitude”KatzWalk
What exactly is Spring cleaning yourself? Well that easy! That mean a self check in! Whats that? Well let me ask you something; are you happy? I sure as shit don’t mean are you sitting with a smile on your face. I mean truly happy. Are you satisfied in what you have surrounded yourself with? Your home, your job, or shit your education? It may be possible that you need to make a little effort each Spring to just make sure your doing OK. I’m sure you have spent an insane amount of time at some point this you year being there for someone, not everyone but just one someone. Am I right? HA! I thought so! So my love let’s take that amount of time to spent of yourself. Every single emotional support, thought and care-filled action; let’s do that for you!
Let’s ‘Learn to love Yourself‘. I don’t mean to be self centered, selfish, or full of you self crap. I mean your actions towards reflect on the way you not only treat yourself but the way you love yourself. So with that being; let me ask you?… What exactly have you given yourself lately? No no no i’m not talking about that hair cut or new T-shirt you’ve waited months for to hit the sale racks. I mean what have you given yourself that you can’t price? Such as maybe a ‘ heart break’, enjoy your surroundings alone, or even support…. That’s a good one huh? SUPPORT! I’m talking about going out and getting what your longing for. Like that job you keep dreaming about or the education you so very much wish you had. I mean really you are the initially the only thing stopping yourself with those terrible nonsense lie telling your self you cant, or don’t know how or better yet ” I’m not good enough. That is absolute CRAP and you know it! Challenge yourself to get off your ass stop lying to yourself and go get it already. Your on;y annoying yourself; just thought I would l you know.
Now with all that being said that’s barely only the beginning of learning to love yourself again. Now that i went so far off topic here on why i just love spring for far more than the obvious. Spring is also a great time to do a mental evaluation on yourself. No no no i’m assuming or thinking or wanting you to think your crazy; but please know your mental health is just as important as your physical health too. You don’t and i mean DO NOT need to be mentally unstable nor diagnosed with something mental to need a little help in that area. Trust me i my self was in a point where I like to nickname a ” Mental Virus”. I was very sad had a lot of emotional trauma happen and took me talking to a therapist to know a realize i was NOT nuts but merely experiencing the natural reaction mentally to ALL the hurt and heart breaks i been through with out dealing with them in a healthy manner. For year i thought all the time to myself “this too shall heal” LMAO who was i really joking that one to. Looks like i was the only one laughing and carrying on. Wrong and i repeat WRONG way to deal with it. If you need or have had lots and lots of heart breaks, emotionally abuse or physical…. Do you mental evaluation now. Nobody needs to know just do it for you, nobody else. You’ll thank your self later my love
Spring is the season on which flowers bloom to their beauty, grass grows rich in color, strong, and thick. So why not allow your self to do the same. Spring is the greats time, so beautiful and full of all these amazing transformation of beauty. Just like you!
You absolute beautiful. You absolutely amazing.